20220419 : black rock ritual
When I was in the hospital - over 3 years back, I was in a land of hallucinations - when I was in the ICU. One of the experiences I had many times was this: There would be aliens (green people) who would carry me somewhere. They would take me to a big black rock and tie me up tightly. I would not be able to move. It would seem like they were ready for some sort of sacrifice. But suddenly they would go away. It didn't look like an altar , but they would take me each time to that black rock and tie me up. It would be very painful. Excruciatingly painful! I remember wishing they finish the sacrifice but they would just go away. After a very long time, a shadow would move to a specific place (reminded me of McKenna's gold each time). After that happened, the green people would come back, untie me and take me away... No recollection of the experience after that till it happened again sometime... Few weeks back, I was back in the ICU. Enjoying the pleasures of familiar turf. After