20211025 : What am I really..
Most scriptures say it in very esoteric terms. I have never understood it. It's not that I have not understood it intellectually, but I have not been able to comprehend it really. Who am I really? Am I what is conferred as a role Am I what I think is my status... Am l what I own... Am I my experiences... Am I my body... Am I my mind... Definitely not the first 4 of those... It's definitely not my body. It doesn't listen to me anymore. Sometimes, without realising, I catch myself referring to it in 3rd person... Some things, I don't want to think about or in a certain way, but I find myself thinking the same. My mind is not listening to me many times. I honestly don't know what the "I" is. Is it feelings/ emotions? If that is true, I am only interacting with everyone through the same medium... Irrespective of what they are, who they are, etc. Everytime I interact with someone, what feelings and emotions do I invoke... End of the day, how everyone responds...